asking God

I struggle to trust that when I ask God for something He will give it to me...I know this is wrong. Just being honest.

Why would he give me the things I ask for when so many around the earth are praying for life itself? Praying just for daily bread? One of the mysteries of God. He says to ask.

So I have.

There is an opportunity I have (nothing that important, just something I want to do), and it doesn't appear that it will happen. So, I asked God to show me if He wants it for me or whether I do not need it. He has 2 weeks.

Do you struggle to ask for things that may seem trivial in light of the struggles around you?