I received a totally unsolicited study in the mail yesterday and it appears that it is EXACTLY what I've been looking for! A 10 week prayer journaling study - short - concise and personally challenging. Working in ministry I've become aware how casually I tell people I'll pray for them, and I have to confess unless I write their name down right there and then I often forget. This provides me a place to write down specific names, and to write my prayers out before the Lord - accountability.
At this point I'm not going to share what the title is because I'm just in day 1, and I don't know the content yet. I've been highly disappointed in some of the pastoral associations that have emerged lately between some of the people I thought were theologically safe to study. So, that causes me not to jump the gun and recommend much. Instead I'm going to pray harder then ever for God to protect Crossroads theologically - to anoint our church with great discernment which sometimes means we are forced to point out problems we see with others' teachings.
Back to what I learned today, sitting in my favorite place this morning with sunshine pouring through trees that are still raining from last nights shower, I studied creation. Genesis 1:1-27
Oh my word! Talk about the pages of scripture coming alive before my eyes!! I heard bird calls I've never noticed before, I saw annoying bugs fly past me and watched dew laden flowers reach toward the sun. I saw a woodpecker that God decided needed a bright red head! Amazing detail!
|A cardinal came calling|
Talk about a Creative God! But creativity alone only creates chaos - orderliness is equally important, God had a plan.
The teaching talked about how God considers a blend of creativity and order to be the most effective way of working. He needs both type of personalities to operate as He intended. He said His creation was good, but it goes on to talk about if we had seen those first few days of creation - we may not have thought it good, seed-bearing plants with no sunshine? God knew what was coming next, so He knew it was good!
The same applies to our lives.
Do we have problems trusting in His plans? He sees into eternity and we only see this moment.
He knows how we fit into His plan - do we really trust Him?
What a convicting challenge to lay our my life COMPLETELY unconcerned with what is next. That is my goal today - a day of obedience capturing every word and every thought of useless worry.
I was reminded again this morning to fully lean into God - what I learned today is that I'm simply a piece of the overall plan He designed - created specifically to help in this small span of time for His glory.