I woke up believing I had my day all planned ...little did I know...
-hair cut at noon
-attend last summer's Crossroads worship intern's senior recital
-leading our amazing worship/baptism services
His plans (reality):
-bike ride & breakfast 1/2 way through
-father perhaps close to passing do to severely dehydration from bacterial illness
-crash 3 minutes away from being back to the car for no reason
-in ER for 2 1/2 hours
-broken wrist & imprint of chain-link fence on my forehead
|the results of THE FALL|
|my precious dad|
Decision to believe in God's sovereignty...
Romans 8:2828 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.
Why did God allow this to happen? In time I may or may not know fully - but, when you are a believer you understand that perhaps your faith becomes the faith YOU make it unless He chooses to test us which causes growth or reveals weakness.
He has already let me experience the following.
-in ER the Physicians Assistant asked me where I worked. After leaving the room he returned with a chair and sat back down beside me. He said he would probably cry and he did. Years ago he was invited to a Crossroads Easter service and attended. To hear him describe his experience and his wonder at the quality of the service made me cry. The next year he brought his entire family and was again blown away. Soon after that, being in Special Forces he served very ugly time in Iraq and Afghanistan and longed to receive something He could show his comrades. So he requested a copy of that year's Easter service which we NEVER do, but we made an exception in the case of our amazing military serving overseas. To see him cry as he described receiving that package made me cry again!
He then kissed my head and left the room. I may never see him again, but God let me see how our team's work is being used! Breathtaking confirmation of my calling...
Being unable to attend services forced me to miss my favorite service - baptism, even more disappointing because my son, daughter, son-in-law and husband were all baptizing precious saints, some of which are brand new believers! SO moving even watching on-line. This morning I gave thanks!
God IS moving for sure! All areas of Crossroads were represented in baptisms!
|my perfect husband Ron|
|Our son Eric|
|Our daughter and Son-In-Law Aaron|