- Men taking a second look at a pretty girl
- When we're searching for a new home we might decide to take a second look at one we may be interested in.
- When you're confused by what you thought you just saw, so you decide to take a second look just to make sure.
I recently got the dreaded call back from my doctor wanting radiologists from Columbus to take a second look at my yearly mammogram. I knew that if I saw the office name come up on my phone on a certain day it would only be because they wanted to see me again. That was a second look I never wanted to happen. And of course this couldn't happen for two weeks!
The Lord was extremely kind and they had an opening just a couple days after I got 'the call".
Within minutes of arriving and having another mammogram, I was assured all was good, and instantly all my concern turned to thankfulness to the Lord, the great healer.
But, it was interesting as I went through my day how almost a feeling of guilt came over me for celebrating good health.
I've watched several of my closest friends going through countless testing just trying to identify what they're struggling with right now and it made me wonder why God chose me to be well. I also have other friends who have a long road back to good health after facing a difficult diagnosis.
So the question that would not leave me was - if my diagnosis had been different, would I have still come out of that doctors office praising the Lord? I didn't know...
I guess if even such a minor scare caused me to reach out to the Lord and ask for His help, I can see how these couple days of concern were used to turn my heart more fully toward Him. It caused me to take a second look at what should be priorities and even to deal with the shame of worry which stands in direct contrast to a trusting spirit.
I plan to keep taking a second look at my life - asking the Lord to reveal what needs to change, and to be more involved with those who are going through suffering right now.
On this beautiful morning this scripture came to my mind...